It's my junior year. The most important year of high school. The year where you have to find a college to go to and really get serious about what your going to do about your life. The year where you have to get ready to leave. For me, theres no choice I'm going to college and leaving Nevada in less than a year and a half. It's scary to think about and get ready to leave a place that you lived your whole life. I feel like everywhere I go someone is either asking me where I'm going to college or there is something reminding me that I am going to have to leave. My whole life is here and I have never been anywhere without my dad or sisters for a long time before. It is a overwhelming thought to think that I will have to start over in someplace new so soon.
Not only do I have to think about leaving, but my sister, who I do everything with, is leaving for college at the end of the semester. She is a year older than me, but we are so close. I don't know who I'm going to be able to rely on when she leaves for college. All of my friends are a year older also so they are packing their bags and going to college to. I feel like everyone is leaving and then I'm going to have to leave. It is scary to think that I am going to be alone.
